I've hidden myself in normal
Figuring out how to integrate and work with the higher vibration energies
I’m working on writing some things for myself and it feels like I’m walking around in a dark room. Round and round. Lots of words but they are not connecting. Fragments and bits but the flow of meaning and intent are missing.
I keep wondering what’s up. Why am I having a hard time putting words to what I want to say?
Am I afraid? Is there some fear I’m not attending to that is quietly blocking the flow?
When I check in I get a ‘no’.
Well then, if it’s not that, then what?
Then the phrase ‘You’ve hidden yourself in normal’ comes in.
You know how it is when you receive information that you can just feel how true and correct it is? That’s what this statement is for me.
I’ve hidden myself in normal, because there wasn’t enough context in the world for who I am.
I’ve hidden myself from myself. It’s a little mind-bending to feel how this is true. I can see how I did this over the course of my life and how it flowed out of the relationship with my mother. Only now I can see-sense that this was soul-orchestrated. It wasn’t time to see all of me. It would have been pre-mature. Now it is time.
So now as I ask the words to flow, in the way that I know that I can flow them - from my heart with ease and grace - it’s like they are trying to make their way to the surface of a pool filled with old energy, old words, old thoughts.
It’s like one single bubble is trying to make its way to the surface through the thick liquid of all that I’ve been, and since the bubble and the liquid are both me, I’m confused. And the words won’t flow.
This is reminding me of the cicada. Is the cicada the beetle or the flying insect? It is both. The flying insect was ‘hidden’ within the beetle. But there’s a moment when the flying insect is still within the beetle, before the beetle-skin opens up and she emerges with wings ready to fly.
I’m having that moment right now. Conscious of who I’ve been, knowing I was true to myself in being her and fully aware I’m not her any longer.
I’m aware that so much of what I’ve been feeling lately is because I’m still figuring out how to integrate and work with the higher vibration energies on the planet right now.
I know I’m not alone in this.
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